The reason people why people quit is that they look at how far they have to go, not how far they've come

Love this phrase. Not that I plan on quitting, giving up, throwing in the towel or whatever you want to call it. I also don't want to keep banging my head against the wall which is what I feel like I've been doing by gaining and losing the same few pounds.

In my previous post I mentioned that I have found myself falling back into some pre-band behaviours. The two biggest that are impediments to consistent weight loss for me is sugar consumption and not working out regularly. Sugar is probably the bigger of the two for me because consuming sugar (in all its forms) just causes me to crave it even more. It never seems to be enough. I need to make a clean break from it to get me moving towards the finish line. 

I've been reading quite a bit, doing some research in order to try and figure why I'm re-formed some bad habits and how to break them. One book that I've found very helpful is "Shrink Yourself". The reason it's been helpful for me is that it focuses on emotional eating and why we do it. I know that in order to get to goal and remain there I need to figure the why I use food to soothe myself. Some key points from the book:

• Emotional eating is in your mind, not your stomach
• Food is used as a short-term emotional fix
• Food is used as an all purpose medication. It the short-term we actually (physically) feel better.
• Emotional eating is a habit that can be broken.

I haven't finished reading the book and will write another post once I'm done. It has certainly been mind opening for me.

Getting back to the title of my post and looking at how far I've come; about 21 months ago I was wearing size 22W and 24W pants and 2X and 3X tops. Today I wear size 14 regular pants and mostly medium tops. I can shop anywhere, I'm no longer limited to a handful of stores. I've always loved clothes, but it was really a love/hate relationship as much of what I loved wasn't available in my size. My goal is to get to anywhere between sizes 8 and 10.  I will always be curvy, I'm definitely an hourglass shape and can finally accept it for what it is. I can walk for hours without my feet hurting. I can finally wear full length boots that fit my over my calves. I no longer feel trapped beneath the weight. My outer me is getting much closer to the me inside my head.

Remember to celebrate how far you've come and don't give up!